Monday, May 10, 2010

Ugh


Tomorrow we'll be admitting Spencer to the hospital for his second surgery and I'm beginning to feel very, very sick with worry. Shame on me, when our little man is so brave and strong, right? Mommy is feeling a little weak. Damn it. I hate that feeling.

All I have to say is screw fear. I hate it -- I hate the feeling of vulnerability and sickness in the pit of my stomach. Fear makes me angry!

Please keep our family and especially little Spencer in your thoughts this week!


1 comment:

The Kelley's said...

That is such sweet picture of you three! Love it. How is spencer? Has he had the surgery now? We will be praying for all of you!